lonely

sometimes I wish I was someone who can be confident and someone that knows and believes in his "gift"...
that knows he's worthy...
I could never say "I know that what I do is beautiful,of course I can feel it, but it's my impression as the creator"


and then sometimes I become that person... And everything vanishes... I can do it, I can rule the world, I can paint the world... the romance in me, the beauty in me, the loneliness in me